“Beauty is altogether in the eye of the beholder”
Her beauty bore the marks of
intelligence; her manner was not enough self-contained to be called
courtly; yet it was easy, and carried its own certificate of culture;
it yielded too much to natural affection to deserve the term dignified.
One listening to her, and noticing the variableness of her mood, which
in almost the same instant could pass from gay to serious without ever
reaching an extreme, would pronounce her too timid for achievement
outside the purely domestic; at the same time he would think she
appeared lovable to the last degree, and might be capable of loving in
equal measure.
She was dressed in Byzantine fashion. In crossing the street from her
father's house, she had thrown a veil over her head, but it was now
lying carelessly about her neck. The wooden sandals with blocks under
them, like those yet worn by women in Levantine countries to raise them
out of the dust and mud when abroad, had been shaken lightly from her
feet at the top of the stairs. Perfectly at home, she advanced to the
table, and put one of her bare arms around the old man's neck,
regardless of the white locks it crushed close down, and replied:
"Thou flatterer! Do I not know beauty is altogether in the eye of the
beholder, and that all persons do not see alike? Tell me why, knowing
the work was to be done, you did not send for me to help you? Was it
for nothing you made me acquainted with figures until--I have your
authority for the saying--I might have stood for professor of
mathematics in the best of the Alexandrian schools? Do not shake your
head at me--or"--
With the new idea all alight in her face, she ran around the table, and
caught up one of the diagrams.
"Ah, it is as I thought, father! The work I love best, and can do best!
Whose is the nativity? Not mine, I know; for I was born in the glad
time when Venus ruled the year. Anael, her angel, held his wings over
me against this very wry-faced, snow-chilled Saturn, whom I am so glad
to see in the Seventh House, which is the House of Woe. Whose the
nativity, I say?"
"Nay, child--pretty child, and wilful--you have a trick of getting my
secrets from me. I sometimes think I am in thy hands no more than
tawdry lace just washed and being wrung preparatory to hanging in the
air from thy lattice.
“When people are lonely they stoop to any companionship.”
Vegetation entirely ceased. The sand, so crusted on the surface that it
broke into rattling flakes at every step, held undisputed sway. The
Jebel was out of view, and there was no landmark visible. The shadow
that before followed had now shifted to the north, and was keeping even
race with the objects which cast it; and as there was no sign of
halting, the conduct of the traveller became each moment more strange.
No one, be it remembered, seeks the desert for a pleasure-ground. Life
and business traverse it by paths along which the bones of things dead
are strewn as so many blazons. Such are the roads from well to well,
from pasture to pasture. The heart of the most veteran sheik beats
quicker when he finds himself alone in the pathless tracts. So the man
with whom we are dealing could not have been in search of pleasure;
neither was his manner that of a fugitive; not once did he look behind
him. In such situations fear and curiosity are the most common
sensations; he was not moved by them. When men are lonely, they stoop
to any companionship; the dog becomes a comrade, the horse a friend,
and it is no shame to shower them with caresses and speeches of love.
The camel received no such token, not a touch, not a word.
Exactly at noon the dromedary, of its own will, stopped, and uttered
the cry or moan, peculiarly piteous, by which its kind always protest
against an overload, and sometimes crave attention and rest. The master
thereupon bestirred himself, waking, as it were, from sleep. He threw
the curtains of the _houdah_ up, looked at the sun, surveyed the
country on every side long and carefully, as if to identify an
appointed place. Satisfied with the inspection, he drew a deep breath
and nodded, much as to say, “At last, at last!” A moment after, he
crossed his hands upon his breast, bowed his head, and prayed silently.
The pious duty done, he prepared to dismount. From his throat proceeded
the sound heard doubtless by the favorite camels of Job—_Ikh! ikh!_—the
signal to kneel. Slowly the animal obeyed, grunting the while.
“As a rule, there is no surer way to the dislike of men than to behave well where they have behaved badly”
Presently she
received the water; her father drank; then she raised the cup to her
lips, and, leaning down, gave it to Ben-Hur; never action more graceful
and gracious.
“Keep it, we pray of thee! It is full of blessings—all thine!”
Immediately the camel was aroused, and on his feet, and about to go,
when the old man called,
“Stand thou here.”
Ben-Hur went to him respectfully.
“Thou hast served the stranger well to-day. There is but one God. In
his holy name I thank thee. I am Balthasar, the Egyptian. In the Great
Orchard of Palms, beyond the village of Daphne, in the shade of the
palms, Sheik Ilderim the Generous abideth in his tents, and we are his
guests. Seek us there. Thou shalt have welcome sweet with the savor of
the grateful.”
Ben-Hur was left in wonder at the old man’s clear voice and reverend
manner. As he gazed after the two departing, he caught sight of Messala
going as he had come, joyous, indifferent, and with a mocking laugh.
CHAPTER IX
As a rule, there is no surer way to the dislike of men than to behave
well where they have behaved badly. In this instance, happily, Malluch
was an exception to the rule. The affair he had just witnessed raised
Ben-Hur in his estimation, since he could not deny him courage and
address; could he now get some insight into the young man’s history,
the results of the day would not be all unprofitable to good master
Simonides.
On the latter point, referring to what he had as yet learned, two facts
comprehended it all—the subject of his investigation was a Jew, and the
adopted son of a famous Roman. Another conclusion which might be of
importance was beginning to formulate itself in the shrewd mind of the
emissary; between Messala and the son of the duumvir there was a
connection of some kind. But what was it?—and how could it be reduced
to assurance? With all his sounding, the ways and means of solution
were not at call. In the heat of the perplexity, Ben-Hur himself came
to his help. He laid his hand on Malluch’s arm and drew him out of the
crowd, which was already going back to its interest in the gray old
priest and the mystic fountain.
“One is never more on trial than in the moment of excessive good fortune.”
”
From separate sheets he then read footings, which, fractions omitted,
were as follows:
By ships 60 talents ” goods in store 110 ” ” cargoes in
transit 75 ” ” camels, horses, etc. 20 ” ” warehouses 10
” ” bills due 54 ” ” money on hand and subject to draft 224 ”
—— Total 553 ”
“To these now, to the five hundred and fifty-three talents gained, add
the original capital I had from thy father, and thou hast SIX HUNDRED
AND SEVENTY THREE TALENTS!—and all thine—making thee, O son of Hur, the
richest subject in the world.”
He took the papyri from Esther, and, reserving one, rolled them and
offered them to Ben-Hur. The pride perceptible in his manner was not
offensive; it might have been from a sense of duty well done; it might
have been for Ben-Hur without reference to himself.
“And there is nothing,” he added, dropping his voice, but not his
eyes—“there is nothing now thou mayst not do.”
The moment was one of absorbing interest to all present. Simonides
crossed his hands upon his breast again; Esther was anxious; Ilderim
nervous. A man is never so on trial as in the moment of excessive
good-fortune.
Taking the roll, Ben-Hur arose, struggling with emotion.
“All this is to me as a light from heaven, sent to drive away a night
which has been so long I feared it would never end, and so dark I had
lost the hope of seeing,” he said, with a husky voice. “I give first
thanks to the Lord, who has not abandoned me, and my next to thee, O
Simonides. Thy faithfulness outweighs the cruelty of others, and
redeems our human nature. ‘There is nothing I cannot do:’ be it so.
Shall any man in this my hour of such mighty privilege be more generous
than I? Serve me as a witness now, Sheik Ilderim. Hear thou my words as
I shall speak them—hear and remember. And thou, Esther, good angel of
this good man! hear thou also.”
He stretched his hand with the roll to Simonides.
“The things these papers take into account—all of them: ships, houses,
goods, camels, horses, money; the least as well as the greatest—give I
back to thee, O Simonides, making them all thine, and sealing them to
thee and thine forever.
“The monuments of the nations are all protests against nothingness after death; so are statues and inscriptions; so is history”
“Let me try, O son of Hur,” he said, directly, “and help you to a clear
understanding of my belief; then it may be, seeing how the spiritual
kingdom I expect him to set up can be more excellent in every sense
than anything of mere Cæsarean splendor, you will better understand
the reason of the interest I take in the mysterious person we are going
to welcome.
“I cannot tell you when the idea of a Soul in every man had its origin.
Most likely the first parents brought it with them out of the garden in
which they had their first dwelling. We all do know, however, that it
has never perished entirely out of mind. By some peoples it was lost,
but not by all; in some ages it dulled and faded, in others it was
overwhelmed with doubts; but, in great goodness, God kept sending us at
intervals mighty intellects to argue it back to faith and hope.
“Why should there be a Soul in every man? Look, O son of Hur—for one
moment look at the necessity of such a device. To lie down and die, and
be no more—no more forever—time never was when man wished for such an
end; nor has the man ever been who did not in his heart promise himself
something better. The monuments of the nations are all protests against
nothingness after death; so are statues and inscriptions; so is
history. The greatest of our Egyptian kings had his effigy cut-out of a
hill of solid rock. Day after day he went with a host in chariots to
see the work; at last it was finished, never effigy so grand, so
enduring: it looked like him—the features were his, faithful even in
expression. Now may we not think of him saying in that moment of pride,
‘Let Death come; there is an after-life for me!’ He had his wish. The
statue is there yet.
“But what is the after-life he thus secured? Only a recollection by
men—a glory unsubstantial as moonshine on the brow of the great bust; a
story in stone—nothing more. Meantime what has become of the king?
There is an embalmed body up in the royal tombs which once was his—an
effigy not so fair to look at as the other out in the Desert. But
where, O son of Hur, where is the king himself? Is he fallen into
nothingness? Two thousand years have gone since he was a man alive as
you and I are. Was his last breath the end of him?
“To say yes would be to accuse God; let us rather accept his better
plan of attaining life after death for us—actual life, I mean—the
something more than a place in mortal memory; life with going and
coming, with sensation, with knowledge, with power and all
appreciation; life eternal in term though it may be with changes of
condition.
“I know what I should love to do--to build a study; to write, and to think of nothing else. I want to bury myself in a den of books. I want to saturate myself with the elements of which they are made, and breathe their atmosphere until I am of it. Not a bookworm, being which is to give off no utterances; but a man in the world of writing--one with a pen that shall stop men to listen to it, whether they wish to or not.”
“Am I going home to idleness? No, no. My feet and hands may be still, not so the mind--that has its aspirations yet, and it will work, for it has a law unto itself. Idleness is one thing, doing is another.”
“He met me with politeness and dignity, ... Turning to the officers at the table, he remarked: General Wallace, it is not necessary to introduce you to these gentlemen; you are acquainted with them all.”
“[Wallace shook hands with the Rebel brass.] I was then invited to breakfast, which consisted of corn bread and coffee, the best the gallant officer had in his kitchen, ... We sat at the table about an hour and a half.”
Knowledge leaves no room for chances.
The monuments of the nations are all protests against nothingness after death so are statues and inscriptions so is history.
The monuments of the nations are all protests against nothingness after death so are statues and inscriptions so is history.
Beauty is altogether in the eye of the beholder.
“The happiness of love is in action; its test is what one is willing to do for others.”
“I would have had to kill him, and Death, you know, keeps secrets better even than a guilty Roman.”