“If you have sinned, do not lie down without repentance; for the want of repentance after one has sinned makes the heart yet harder and harder”
was a bitter complaint of the church
heretofore; for it is not only the judgment that in itself is dreadful
and sore to God’s people, but that which greatly hindereth the growth
of this grace in the soul (Isa 63:17). A hard heart is but barren
ground for any grace to grow in, especially for the grace of fear:
there is but little of this fear where the heart is indeed hard;
neither will there ever be much therein.
Now if thou wouldest be kept from a hard heart, 1. Take heed of the
beginnings of sin. Take heed, I say, of that, though it should be never
so small; “A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.” There is more in
a little sin to harden, than in a great deal of grace to soften.
David’s look upon Bathsheba was, one would think, but a small matter;
yet that beginning of sin contracted such hardness of heart in him,
that it carried him almost beyond all fear of God. It did carry him to
commit lewdness with her, murder upon the body of Uriah, and to
abundance of wicked dissimulation; which are things, I say, that have
direct tendency to quench and destroy all fear of God in the soul.
2. If thou hast sinned, lie not down without repentance; for the want
of repentance, after one has sinned, makes the heart yet harder and
harder. Indeed a hard heart is impenitent, and impenitence also makes
the heart harder and harder. So that if impenitence be added to
hardness of heart, or to the beginning of sin which makes it so, it
will quickly be with that soul, as is said of the house of Israel, it
will have a whore’s forehead, it will hardly be brought to shame (Jer
3:3).
3. If thou wouldest be rid of a hard heart, that great enemy to the
growth of the grace of fear, be much with Christ upon the cross in thy
meditations; for that is an excellent remedy against hardness of heart:
a right sight of him, as he hanged there for thy sins, will dissolve
thy heart into tears, and make it soft and tender. “They shall look
upon me whom they have pierced,—and mourn” (Zech 12:10). Now a soft, a
tender, and a broken heart, is a fit place for the grace of fear to
thrive in. But,
Second. If thou wouldest have the grace of fear to grow in thy soul,
take heed also of A PRAYERLESS HEART, for that is not a place for this
grace of fear to grow in.
“Sin is the dare of Gods justice, the rape of His mercy, the jeer of His patience, the slight of His power, and the contempt of His love”
In this his pilgrimage, God blessed him with four children, one of
which, named Mary, was blind, and died some years before; his other
children are Thomas, Joseph, and Sarah; and his wife Elizabeth, having
lived to see him overcome his labour and sorrow, and pass from this
life to receive the reward of his works, long survived him not, but in
1692 she died; to follow her faithful pilgrim from this world to the
other, whither he was gone before her; while his works, which consist
of sixty books, remain for the edifying of the reader, and the praise
of the author. _Vale_.
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MR. JOHN BUNYAN’S DYING SAYINGS.
OF SIN.
Sin is the great block and bar to our happiness, the procurer of all
miseries to man, both here and hereafter: take away sin and nothing can
hurt us: for death, temporal, spiritual, and eternal, is the wages of
it.
Sin, and man for sin, is the object of the wrath of God. How dreadful,
therefore, must his case be who continues in sin! For who can bear or
grapple with the wrath of God?
No sin against God can be little, because it is against the great God
of heaven and earth; but if the sinner can find out a little God, it
may be easy to find out little sins.
Sin turns all God’s grace into wantonness; it is the dare of his
justice, the rape of his mercy, the jeer of his patience, the slight of
his power, and the contempt of his love.[24]
Take heed of giving thyself liberty of committing one sin, for that
will lead thee to another; till, by an ill custom, it become natural.
To begin a sin, is to lay a foundation for a continuance; this
continuance is the mother of custom, and impudence at last the issue.
The death of Christ giveth us the best discovery of ourselves, in what
condition we were, in that nothing could help us but that; and the most
clear discovery of the dreadful nature of our sins. For if sin be so
dreadful a thing as to wring the heart of the Son of God, how shall a
poor wretched sinner be able to bear it?
OF AFFLICTION.
Nothing can render affliction so insupportable as the load of sin:
would you, therefore, be fitted for afflictions, be sure to get the
burden of your sins laid aside, and then what afflictions soever you
may meet with will be very easy to you.
If thou canst hear and bear the rod of affliction which God shall lay
upon thee, remember this lesson—thou art beaten that thou mayest be
better.
“He that is down needs fear no fall, He that is low, no pride”
It is a specimen of
preaching calculated to excite the deepest interest, and afford the
strongest consolation to a soul oppressed with the sense of sin. Great
sinner! thou art called to mercy by name. Arise! shoulder thy way into
court through any crowd,—‘say, Stand away, devil; stand away all
discouragements; my Saviour calls me to receive mercy.’ In this
treatise, Bunyan has repeated from memory what he had read in some book
when in prison, four and twenty years before. It is a curious legend,
which he doubtless believed to be true, and it displays his most
retentive memory.[319] His poetry, like his prose, was not written to
gain a name, but to make a deep impression. One of his professed
admirers made a strange mistake when he called them doggerel
rhymes.[320] His Caution to Watch Against Sin is full of solemn and
impressive thoughts, the very reverse of doggerel or burlesque. his
poem on the house of God is worthy of a most careful perusal; and
thousands have been delighted and improved with his emblems. One rhyme
in the Pilgrim can never be forgotten—
‘He that is down need fear no fall;
He that is low no pride;
He that is humble ever shall
Have God to be his guide,’ &c.
The careful perusal of every one of his treatises, has excited in my
mind a much livelier interest than any other religious works which, in
a long life, have come under my notice. In fact, the works of Bunyan to
a country minister may be compared to a vast storehouse, most amply
replenished with all those solemn subjects which call for his prayerful
investigation; well arranged, ready of access, striking in their
simplicity, full of vivid ideas conveyed in language that a novice may
understand. They are all so admirably composed that pious persons,
whether in houses of convocation or of parliament, or the inmates of a
workhouse, may equally listen to them with increasing delight and
instruction. No man ever more richly enjoyed the magnificent language
of Job. He called it ‘that blessed book.’[321] The deep interest that
he took in its scenery may be traced through all his writings. His
spirit, with its mighty powers, grasped the wondrous truths so
splendidly pourtrayed in that most ancient book.
“No child of God sins to that degree as to make himself incapable of forgiveness”
”
Now there lieth in these two truths two things to be inquired into,
as-First, What the apostle should here mean by sin. Second, And also,
what he here doth mean by an advocate-“If any man sin, we have an
Advocate.” There is ground to inquire after the first of these,
because, though here he saith, they that sin have an advocate, yet in
the very next chapter he saith, “Such are of the devil, have not seen
God, neither know him, nor are of him.” There is ground also to inquire
after the second, because an advocate is supposed in the text to be of
use to them that sin—, “If any man sin, we have an Advocate.”
First, For the first of these—to wit, what the apostle should here mean
by sin—, “If any man sin.”
I answer, since there is a difference in the persons, there must be a
difference in the sin. That there is a difference in the persons is
showed before; one is called a child of God, the other is said to be of
the wicked one. Their sins differ also, in their degree at least; for
no child of God sins to that degree as to make himself incapable of
forgiveness; “for he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that
wicked one toucheth him not” (I John 5:18). Hence, the apostle says,
“There is a sin unto death” (v. 16). See also Matthew 12:32. Which is
the sin from which he that is born of God is kept. The sins therefore
are thus distinguished: The sins of the people of God are said to be
sins that men commit, the others are counted those which are the sins
of devils.
1. The sins of God’s people are said to be sins which men commit, and
for which they have an Advocate, though they who sin after the example
of the wicked one have none. “When a man or woman,” saith Moses, “shall
commit any sin that men commit—they shall confess their sin—and an
atonement shall be made for him” (Num 5:5-7). Mark, it is when they
commit a sin which men commit; or, as Hosea has it, when they
transgress the commandment like Adam (Hosea 6:7). Now, these are the
sins under consideration by the apostle, and to deliver us from which,
“we have an Advocate with the Father.
“The more he cast away the more he had”
’ ‘Emmanuel also expounded unto them some of
those riddles himself, but O how were they lightened! They saw what
they never saw, they could not have thought that such rarities could
have been couched in such few and ordinary words. The lamb, the
sacrifice, the rock, the door, the way.’[334] ‘The second Adam was
before the first, and the second covenant was before the first.’[335]
‘Was Adam bad before he eat the forbidden fruit?’[336] ‘How can a man
say his prayers without a word being read or uttered?’[337] ‘How do men
speak with their feet?’ Answer, Proverbs 6:13.[338] ‘Why was the brazen
laver made of the women’s looking-glasses?’[339] ‘How can we comprehend
that which cannot be comprehended, or know that which passeth
knowledge?’[340] ‘Who was the founder of the state or priestly
domination over religion?’[341] What is meant by the drum of Diabolus
and other riddles mentioned in The Holy War?[342] The poetical riddles
in The Pilgrim’s Progress are very striking—
‘A man there was, though some did count him mad,
The more he cast away, the more he had.’
How can ‘evil make the soul from evil turn.’[343]
Can ‘sin be driven out of the world by suffering?’[344]
‘Though it may seem to some a riddle,
We use to light our candles at the middle.’[345]
‘What men die two deaths at once?’[346]
‘Are men ever in heaven and on earth at the same time?’[347]
‘Can a beggar be worth ten thousand a-year and not know it?’[348]
He even introduced a dance upon the destruction of Despair, Mr.
Ready-to-halt, with his partner Miss Much-afraid, while Christiana and
Mercy furnished the music. ‘True, he could not dance without one crutch
in his hand; but I promise you he footed it well. Also the girl was to
be commended, for she answered the music handsomely.’ Is this the
gloomy fanaticism of a Puritan divine? It is true, that promiscuous
dancing, or any other amusement tending to evil, he had given up and
discountenanced, but all his writings tend to prove that the Christian
only can rationally and piously enjoy the world that now is, while
living in the delightful hope of bliss in that which is to come.
“I love to hear my Lord spoken of, and wherever I have seen the print of His shoe in the earth, there have I coveted to put mine also.”
Now there was a great calm at that time in the river; wherefore
Mr. Stand-fast, when he was about half-way in, stood a while and
talked to his companions that had waited upon him thither; and he
said, This river has been a terror to many; yea, the thoughts of
it also have often frightened me. Now, methinks, I stand easy, my
foot is fixed upon that upon which the feet of the priests that
bare the ark of the covenant stood, while Israel went over this
Jordan (Josh. 3:17). The waters, indeed, are to the palate bitter,
and to the stomach cold; yet the thoughts of what I am going to,
and of the conduct that waits for me on the other side, doth lie
as a glowing coal at my heart.
I see myself now at the end of my journey, my toilsome days
are ended. I am going now to see that Head that was crowned with
thorns, and that Face that was spit upon for me.[325]
I have formerly lived by hearsay and faith; but now I go where
I shall live by sight, and shall be with Him in whose company I
delight myself.
I have loved to hear my Lord spoken of; and wherever I have seen
the print of His shoe in the earth, there I have coveted to set my
foot too.
His name has been to me as a civet-box; yea, sweeter than all
perfumes. His voice to me has been most sweet; and His countenance
I have more desired than they that have most desired the light
of the sun. His Word I did use to gather for my food, and for
antidotes against my faintings. 'He has held me, and hath kept me
from mine iniquities; yea, my steps hath He strengthened in His
way.'[326]
Now, while he was thus in discourse, his countenance changed, his
strong man bowed under him; and after he had said, Take me, for I
come unto Thee, he ceased to be seen of them.
But glorious it was to see how the open region was filled with
horses and chariots, with trumpeters and pipers, with singers and
players on stringed instruments, to welcome the Pilgrims as they
went up, and followed one another in at the beautiful gate of the
city.[327]
As for Christian's children, the four boys that Christiana brought
with her, with their wives and children, I did not stay where I was
till they were gone over.
Prayer will make a man cease from sin, or sin will entice a man to cease from prayer.
The gospel of grace and salvation is above all doctrine the most
dangerous, if it be received in _word_ only by graceless men; if it be
not attended with a sensible need of a Saviour, and bring them to him;
for such men only as have the _notion_ of it, are of all men most
miserable; for by reason of their knowing more than heathens, this shall
only be their final portion, that they shall have greater stripes.
OF PRAYER.
Before you enter into prayer, ask thy soul these questions, 1. To what
_end_, O my soul! art thou retired into this place? Art thou come to
converse with the Lord in prayer? Is he present, will he hear thee? Is
he merciful, will he help thee? Is thy business slight, is it not
concerning the welfare of thy soul? What words wilt thou use to move him
to compassion?
To make thy preparation complete, consider that thou art but _dust_ and
_ashes_; and he the great God, Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, _that
clothes himself with light as with a garment_; that thou art a vile
sinner, and he a holy God; that thou art but a poor crawling worm, and he
the omnipotent Creator.
In all your prayers, forget not to thank the Lord for his mercies.
When thou prayest, rather let thy heart be without _words_ than thy words
without _heart_.
Prayer will make a man cease from sin, or sin will entice a man to cease
from prayer.
The spirit of prayer is more precious than thousands of gold and silver.
Pray often, for prayer is a shield to the soul, a sacrifice to God, and a
scourge for Satan.
OF THE LORD’S-DAYS, SERMONS, AND WEEK-DAYS.
Have a special care to sanctify the Lord’s-day; for as thou keepest it,
so will it be with thee all the week long.
Make the Lord’s-day the _market_ for thy soul; let the whole day be spent
in prayer, repetitions, or meditations; lay aside the affairs of the
other parts of the week; let the sermon thou hast heard be converted into
_prayer_: shall God allow thee six days, and wilt thou not afford him
one?
In the church, be careful to serve God; for thou art in his eyes, and not
in man’s.
Thou mayst hear sermons often, and do well in practising what thou
hearest; but thou must not expect to be told in a pulpit all that thou
oughtest to do, but be studious in reading the Scriptures, and other good
books; what thou hearest may be forgotten, but what thou readest may
better be retained.
This hill, though high, I covet to ascend; The difficulty will not me offend. For I perceive the way to life lies here. Come, pluck up, heart; lets neither faint nor fear. Better, though difficult, the right way to go, Than wrong, though easy, where the end is woe.
I will tell
you, moreover, that I had then given me a roll, sealed, to comfort
me by reading as I go on the way; I was also bid to give it in at
the Celestial Gate, in token of my certain going in after it; all
which things, I doubt, you want, and want them because you came
not in at the gate.
{102} To these things they gave him no answer; only they looked
upon each other, and laughed. Then, I saw that they went on all,
save that Christian kept before, who had no more talk but with
himself, and that sometimes sighingly, and sometimes comfortably;
also he would be often reading in the roll that one of the Shining
Ones gave him, by which he was refreshed.
{103} I beheld, then, that they all went on till they came to the
foot of the Hill Difficulty; at the bottom of which was a spring.
There were also in the same place two other ways besides that which
came straight from the gate; one turned to the left hand, and the
other to the right, at the bottom of the hill; but the narrow way
lay right up the hill, and the name of the going up the side of
the hill is called Difficulty. Christian now went to the spring,
and drank thereof, to refresh himself [Isa. 49:10], and then began
to go up the hill, saying--
"The hill, though high, I covet to ascend,
The difficulty will not me offend;
For I perceive the way to life lies here.
Come, pluck up heart, let's neither faint nor fear;
Better, though difficult, the right way to go,
Than wrong, though easy, where the end is woe."
{104} The other two also came to the foot of the hill; but when
they saw that the hill was steep and high, and that there were two
other ways to go, and supposing also that these two ways might meet
again, with that up which Christian went, on the other side of the
hill, therefore they were resolved to go in those ways. Now the
name of one of these ways was Danger, and the name of the other
Destruction. So the one took the way which is called Danger,
which led him into a great wood, and the other took directly up the
way to Destruction, which led him into a wide field, full of dark
mountains, where he stumbled and fell, and rose no more.
"Shall they who wrong begin yet rightly end? Shall they at all
have safety for their friend? No, no; in headstrong manner they
set out, And headlong will they fall at last no doubt."
{105} I looked, then, after Christian, to see him go up the hill,
where I perceived he fell from running to going, and from going to
clambering upon his hands and his knees, because of the steepness
of the place.
What God says is best, indeed is best, though all men in the world are against it. Seeing, then, that God prefers his religion; seeing God prefers a tender conscience; seeing they that make themselves fools for the kingdom of heaven are wisest; and that the poor man that loveth Christ is richer than the greatest man in the world that hates him: Shame, depart, thou art an enemy to my salvation.
Yea, he did hold me to it at that rate
also, about a great many more things than here I relate; as, that
it was a shame to sit whining and mourning under a sermon, and
a shame to come sighing and groaning home: that it was a shame to
ask my neighbour forgiveness for petty faults, or to make restitution
where I have taken from any. He said, also, that religion made
a man grow strange to the great, because of a few vices, which
he called by finer names; and made him own and respect the base,
because of the same religious fraternity. And is not this, said
he, a shame?
{182} CHR. And what did you say to him?
FAITH. Say! I could not tell what to say at the first. Yea, he
put me so to it, that my blood came up in my face; even this Shame
fetched it up, and had almost beat me quite off. But at last I
began to consider, that "that which is highly esteemed among men,
is had in abomination with God." [Luke 16:15] And I thought again,
this Shame tells me what men are; but it tells me nothing what God
or the Word of God is. And I thought, moreover, that at the day
of doom, we shall not be doomed to death or life according to the
hectoring spirits of the world, but according to the wisdom and
law of the Highest. Therefore, thought I, what God says is best,
indeed is best, though all the men in the world are against it.
Seeing, then, that God prefers his religion; seeing God prefers a
tender conscience; seeing they that make themselves fools for the
kingdom of heaven are wisest; and that the poor man that loveth
Christ is richer than the greatest man in the world that hates
him; Shame, depart, thou art an enemy to my salvation! Shall I
entertain thee against my sovereign Lord? How then shall I look
him in the face at his coming? Should I now be ashamed of his
ways and servants, how can I expect the blessing? [Mark 8:38] But,
indeed, this Shame was a bold villain; I could scarce shake him
out of my company; yea, he would be haunting of me, and continually
whispering me in the ear, with some one or other of the infirmities
that attend religion; but at last I told him it was but in vain to
attempt further in this business; for those things that he disdained,
in those did I see most glory; and so at last I got past this
importunate one. And when I had shaken him off, then I began to
sing--
The trials that those men do meet withal,
That are obedient to the heavenly call,
Are manifold, and suited to the flesh,
And come, and come, and come again afresh;
That now, or sometime else, we by them may
Be taken, overcome, and cast away.
Oh, let the pilgrims, let the pilgrims, then
Be vigilant, and quit themselves like men.
“When you pray, rather let your heart be without words than your words without heart.”
“If we have not quiet in our minds, outward comfort will do no more for us than a golden slipper on a gouty foot.”
“He who runs from God in the morning will scarcely find him the rest of the day”
“You can do more than pray, after you have prayed, but you cannot do more than pray until you have prayed”
“You have chosen the roughest road, but it leads straight to the hilltops.”
In prayer it is better to have a heart without words than words without a heart.
For to speak the truth, there are but few that care thus to spend their time, but choose rather to be speaking of things to no profit.
On the Day of Judgment , life and death are not determined by the world but by Gods wisdom and law
Now may this little Book a blessing beTo those that love this little Book, and me:And may its Buyer have no cause to say,His money is but lost, or thrown away.
Just as Christian came up to the Cross, his burden loosed from off his shoulders, fell from off his back, and began to tumble down the hill, and so it continued to do till it came to the mouth of the sepulchre. There it fell in, and I saw it no more!
I have given Him my faith, and sworn my allegiance to Him; how, then, can I go back from this, and not be hanged as a traitor?