Quotes by Heather Anastasiu

I wanted color. I wanted to soar with happiness even if it meant dealing with the weight of fear and guilt, too. I wanted to live.

Everything was so much sharper without the Link fogging me--sights, sounds, smells. It was exhilarating and shocking and terrifying. I knew my emotions had grown too strong. They were dangerous to the Community. They were dangerous to me.But still, I wanted color. I wanted to soar with happiness even if it meant dealing with the weight of fear and guilt, too. I wanted to live. And that meant that I couldnt give the glitching up. At least not yet. Just a little bit longer.

Beauty, happiness, theyre things so big they cant capture them with their scientific words. Its like what they used to call magic.

History isnt all fact--its just the story the victors tell to keep themselves in power. And its been a slow revision. The more time passes, the easier it becomes to reinvent the past.

If we dont fight, weve already lost. Without hope, without trying, theres no point.

Having something to fight for will make us stronger than anything they can throw at us.

My whole body sank forward into his arms. His lips moved against mine, exploring my mouth so gently. I tried to mimic his movements--slowly, uncertainly, until I didnt have to think about it at all. It just felt right. He let out a soft moan at my reaction and cupped his hands behind my head, pulling me closer until I couldnt tell where my mouth ended and his began. A liquid sensation swooped throughout my stomach. It was the most amazing thing Id ever felt and it kept growing, the vibrating heat expanding outward. I was surprised I was still able to stand.

His lips ever so gently touched mine, and suddenly I felt everything stirring inside me grow wings, let loose, and fly.

Being with him made me want to make my own dreams, discover my own path. I was my best self when I was with him.

That you exist this way, Zoe, youre the ultimate proof that we can be so much more than just the sum of our parts and knee-jerk impulses. Something about you just could not be controlled, just had to be free.

I loved you before I even knew the name for it. Everyday Id sit beside you, inhaling your scent, looking at your beautiful face. Every night, dreaming about you. You eclipsed everything else. It was you. Always you.

Dont you understand? I want to spend my life with you. I want you to be there when I go to bed at night and when I wake up in the morning.

He pulled me closer until his lips breathed me in, until we were sharing one breath.

It means that two people start loving each other. I guess because it can feel really sudden and because its powerful. Like gravity--an unstoppable force.

He looked up and I realised how close we were, both of us leaning in together. I blinked a few times, suddenly light-headed, but not like before when Id passed out. Being so close to the smooth dark skin of his face, getting lost in the shifting shades of his green eyes, it felt like my insides were fluttering and melting.

There was something else I couldnt quite define--something that made me uneasy. We were a wrong fit, like unmatching puzzle pieces.

“I wanted color. I wanted to soar with happiness even if it meant dealing with the weight of fear and guilt, too. I wanted to live.”