Quotes by David Millar

“We believe there is insufficient Customs cover in the South West - thats across the whole range of duties that Customs and Excise are responsible for. That includes drugs, tobacco and the new security responsibilities. We would like to see more cover in the South West.”

“There will always be cheaters. It is human nature. It will never be 100 percent clean, in no sport.”

“Each year we just hope to do better than the previous year. Its not about a money goal; its about giving guests a great value and raising as much money as possible. It just gets bigger and better each year.”

The smallest issues can become the most important things in life and reality slips away.

The past is as important as the future, but we only live in the here and now.

Id just killed some of the best riders in the world - and I was clean. Id taken nothing - no EPO, no cortisone, no testosterone, no painkillers, no caffeine. I had justified to myself that I was a great rider without drugs - yet perversely given myself the green light to dope again. Id proved what I could do clean - how much more could I do if I was doped?

What an idiot Id been. What a spoilt brat. What a bloody fool.

It was very quiet at the hotel, as if there had been a death in the family. When you have quit the Tour, nobody really knows what to say or do. (...) Everything Id previously achieved meant nothing; all I was now was a pro rider who couldnt finish the Tour de France.

This place has been my home. They liked me here. Not any more. Now they will look the other way. Now I dont belong.

Nothing was being done to help the non-dopers, to encourage or support them. Even the clean riders like myself and Moncout knew how easy it was to cheat the tests.

I might have changed, but that did not mean the sport had.

I didnt want to take it. I knew it was a powerful drug, but I also knew it was a catabolic drug that consumed the body.

If youre not at the front, youre not in the race.

I didnt care about goals or expectations any more, I was just determined to race my heart out.

It was ridiculous really. I had just won a major race despite not being in top form, yet I was going to dope.

I was awarded Most Aggressive Rider of the Day, generally given to the most spectacular loser of the day.

One group of riders doped, the others alongside them racing clean. You can work out for yourselves which group was fastest.

I had grown used to getting a pat on the back and being told after a good result: Well done, David - you should be happy, youre the first clean rider.

People do make mistakes and I think they should be punished. But they should be forgiven and given the opportunity for a second chance. We are human beings.

The first time I rode a bike I was four or five. I crashed into the back of a car.