Quotes by Louise Penny

Joy doesnt ever leave, you know. Its always with you. And one day youll find it again.

All Armand’s life Honoré had lived in light. Unchallenged….Armand put out his hand, and touched the door. The last room, the last door [in the longhouse]. The last territory to explore didnt hold monstrous hate or bitterness or rancid resentments. It held love. Blinding, beautiful love.

Now heres a good one:youre lying on your deathbed.You have one hour to live.Who is it, exactly, you have neededall these years to forgive?

…struck. Once. And into that blow he put his childhood, his grief, his loss. He put his mother’s sorrow and his sister’s longing. The menorah, weighed down with that, crushed the Hermit’s skull.

Loss was like that, Gamache knew. You didnt just lose a loved one. You lost your heart, your memories, your laughter, your brain and it even took your bones. Eventually it all came back, but different. Rearranged

Theyd crossed over to that continent where grieving parents lived. It looked the same as the rest of the world, but wasnt. Colors bled pale. Music was just notes. Books no longer transported or comforted, not fully. Never again. Food was nutrition, little more. Breaths were sighs. And they knew something the rest didnt. They knew how lucky the rest of the world was.

Grief was dagger-shaped and sharp and pointed inward. It was made of fresh loss and old sorrow. Rendered and forged and sometimes polished. Irene Finney had taken her daughter’s death and to that sorrow she’d added a long life of entitlement and disappointment, of privilege and pride. And the dagger she’d fashioned was taking a brief break from slashing her insides, and was now pointed outward.

That was the danger. Not that betrayals happened, not that cruel things happened, but that they could outweigh all the good. That we could forget the good and only remember the bad.

She knew that kindness kills. All her life shed suspected this and so shed only ever been cold and cruel. Shed faced kindness with cutting remarks. Shed curled her lips at smiling faces. Shed twisted every thoughtful, considerate act into an assault. Everyone who was nice to her, who was compassionate and loving, she rebuffed.Because shed loved them. Loved them with all her heart, and wouldnt see them hurt. Because shed known all her life that the surest way to hurt someone, to maim and cripple them, was to be kind. If people were exposed, they die. Best to teach them to be armored, even if it meant she herself was forever alone. Sealed off from human touch.

That was why she was happy. He now knew that happiness ad kindness went together. There was not one without the other. For Jean-Guy it was a struggle. For Annie it seemed natural.

Ive been treating you with courtesy and respect because thats the way I choose to treat everyone. But never, ever mistake kindness with weakness.

…in the library…surrounded by things far more dangerous than what roamed the school corridors. For here thoughts were housed.

Beauvoir left their home wanting to call his wife and tell her how much he loved her, and then tell her what he believed in, and his fears and hopes and disappointments. To talk about something real and meaningful. He dialed his cell phone and got her. But the words got caught somewhere south of his throat. Instead he told her the weather had cleared, and she told him about the movie shed rented. Then they both hung up.

The only thing money really buys?...Space. A bigger house, a bigger car, a larger hotel room. First-class plane tickets. But it doesnt even buy comfort. No one complains more than the rich and entitled. Comfort, security, ease. None of them come with money.

Not everything buried is actually dead. For many, the past is alive.

Life is choice. All day, every day. Who we talk to, where we sit, what we say, how we say it. And our lives become defined by our choices. Its as simple and as complex as that. And as powerful. So when Im observing, thats what Im watching for. The choices people make.

And Beauvoir knew then the man was a saint. Hes been touched by any number of medical men and women. All healers, all well intentioned, some kind, some rough. All made it clear they wanted him to live, but none had made him feel that his life was precious, was worth saving, was worth something.

Jesus, is Gamache hiring fetuses now?

I just sit where Im put, composedof stone and wishful thinking:that the deity who kills for pleasurewill also heal,that in the midst of your nightmare,the final one, a kind lionwill come with bandages in her mouthand the soft body of a woman,and lick you clean of fever, and pick your soul up gently by the nape of the neckand caress you into darkness and paradise.

They spoke in semaphore, all punctuation unnecessary.“You?”“Great.”They’d trimmed the language to its essentials. Before long it would just be consonants. Then silence.